Is there something wrong with me?

I am still thinking about a lost love who won't even talk to me. She lives in England while I'm here in the states. Its been awhile but I'm thinking that if I go back over to England than maybe I could rekindle my relationship with her. I've thought about master programs over there which would keep me in the country for 2 years. Is this crazy?? The funny thing is that the tuition cost for a MBA are a lot less over there. I want this to be about me if I go over there, but I struggle with this as I know its real about her. Please someone help me?? or at least give me some insight to what's going on with me.