I feel like i am dying of depression?

Call the 800 suicide hotline number in the phone book for someone to talk to and to get a different sense of outlook on your problems and possible solutions from someone who is not so close to your problems as you. Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. The suicide hotline also has lists of places that they can refer you to for help with your problems or with counseling referrals. Give it a try please. i am praying for angels to protect and guide you.